Sunny one so true, I love you..

I'd like to share a great song today. The title's 'Sunny', written by Bobby Hebb(1966). I think you might have heard this song before, because its so popular. You can listen this song near the credits in Stephen Chow's movie CJ7. The link attached links to a video of the song(cover, perhaps a more familiar version), by Boney M(1972).

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CF6C9kkVzrQ

The song is now glued in my head; it keeps playing over and over. LOL. Notice the upbeat tune of the song. Love the lyrics so much. Makes me feel happy, even on the worst days.

Let the sun shine on you XD

Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain.

Sunny, you smiled at me and really eased the pain.
The dark days are gone, and the bright days are here,
My sunny one shines so sincere.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, thank you for the sunshine bouquet.
Sunny, thank you for the love you brought my way.
You gave to me your all and all.
Now I feel ten feet tall.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, thank you for the truth you let me see.
Sunny, thank you for the facts from a to c.
My life was torn like a windblown sand,
And the rock was formed when you held my hand.
Sunny one so true, I love you.
Sunny

Sunny, thank you for the smile upon your face.
Sunny, thank you for the gleam that shows it's grace.
You're my spark of nature's fire,
You're my sweet complete desire.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain.
Sunny, you smiled at me and really eased the pain.
The dark days are gone, and the bright days are here,
My sunny one shines so sincere.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Melting the ice from the inside

I'm back. I decided to post something after resting for so long. I've awaken, finally. At last I can post something up here.. So, this will do for now.

Did you ever notice something peculiar about me? More specifically, the way I behave when I'm in a group of people. My social skills.
I believe most of the people whom I know have felt the coldness in me. Talking to me is like talking to a dead person. And if you actually take the time to notice,
how many times I've actually initiated a conversation? Most of the time, I just answered to whatever you asked.

You: Hi
Me: hi, how are you?
You: fine, you?
Me: I'm fine too, thanks. xD

conversation ended. ( If I really talked more than that, consider yourself lucky)

I know this sucks, but I don't really know why am I like this. I wished I could talk more to other people, but I just don't know how. I'm like this since I was a kid. I was a shy kid. Now I feel very stressed facing people around me. I bet there're people who says that I'm unfriendly behind my back.I really want everyone to know I'm not really what I look like from the outside. There's warmth inside the icy cold heart. I'm not completely frozen.

I still remember I made a promise to myself during the leadership camp in Gopeng, which is to become more 'warm-hearted'(everyone had to 'find' something which they are lack of). From that day onwards, I tried to change myself and kept on reminding myself to keep up to my promise. After struggling a lot, I've become more talkative, and I also feel that I can socialize better now, although I'm still in the process to become a warm and friendly person. There's something you can do to help. I want to be friendlier, but the warmth itself is not enough to melt the ice. I realize I have my own limitations. I can't accomplish this all by myself. So, what you can do is to break the ice from the outside, while I'm melting it from the inside.

...

Screw the Internet connection. Its gets so slow every night. I can't even log into MSN. Loading webpages is taking forever. Ruined everything. Feels like I can destroy the whole KL with my exploding anger. I was only able to log in at 12. Even now, the line is still slow. I think the ISP is doing some maintenance every night. Initially, I thought of writing a post about fear, but I'm not in the mood of writing anything right now.

"Drinking" Milo the cool way

I realize many people are busy with their lives. They don't even have time to make their own cup of coffee or Milo in the morning. Well, people like me are even worse. Although I'm not really a busy person, but I'm lazy! I won't bother to drink any coffee or Milo, unless someone makes a cup for me. xD That's pure laziness, HAH!!!

For the lazy and the busy ones out there, you guys are saved, because I've devised a new revolutionary express way of drinking Milo. This is what you're gonna do. Scoop the Milo powder with a teaspoon and put the powder in your mouth, not the cup. Repeat until satisfied. Sweet? Haha, that way you still gain the same amount of nutrients in Milo while saving your precious time. Besides that, you'll also get to taste the real taste of Milo.. the chocolatey taste!! This is a must do for chocolate lovers!!

If you think Milo's not Milo without water, then drink a cup of water to make up your Milo in your stomach! Easy right? You can also try this with Nescafe, though I haven't tried doing it yet(I'm not a coffee lover). hehehe.

**I've just had 5 teaspoons of Milo powder just now...hehe. I feel like doing it again...**

Voices

It's 1.30am now.

Yeah, I'm still awake, as expected.

Well, I don't have much to say today. Just a little something to share here.

I observed something unusual(maybe its usual for you). That is why I'm writing this now. When the midnight falls, there'll be some unusual 'voices' out there. Very seducing. Sometimes, it sounds like a kid is crying out loud. Sometimes it sounds like a lady is.......moaning? haha...

After listening carefully, I managed to identify these unknown 'voices'. These 'voices' are actually the meows of the cats outside. LOL, yeah, cats. So, why 'voices'? Its because I feel that these cats are talking to me, just like voices made by we humans. ^(@_@)^ These meows are really misleading, huh.........moans and cries. VERY MISLEADING!!! LOL!!

Don't know what they're up to, but it seems that the cats are enjoying themselves out there. I don't know what makes me think like that; I can't communicate with cats. But something must be fun and pleasurable, which is why they make such seductive noises(or maybe they're moaning after all). The pitches vary. Some are low, and some are high(verrrry high). It feels like its piercing my eardrums. Like Meeeeeeooooooooooooowww!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~

Somehow, these cats really annoy me. The night is supposed to be silent and calm, but these cats are just too noisy. GO MATE SOMEWHERE ELSE!!!!!! NOT OUTSIDE MY HOUSE!!!! UGH!!

Oh, looks like the moa- oops!!!(just made up haha) I mean meows have stopped. Good thing, because I'm going to sleep now. =D

HELP no more

As the title suggests, I've completed my foundation course in HELP yesterday. That's why I'm so free to sit down and post a blogpost.

Q: Recap what you have done in HELP.
A: Generally, these are the things that I did in all three semesters: Attending classes, meeting new friends, hanging out with friends(mostly in Ali Maju and Mama's Kitchen), doing assignments, and playing games and facebooking in 'Learning' Space. In each semester, I meet and mix with different friends, except for a few which remain close to me throughout the year.

Q: Which semester leaves you with the best memory(s)?

A: I'm lazy to count, but the answer's quite obvious for me. However, every semester is fun. There is no doubt about that. xP

Q: So what are your feelings about leaving HELP?

A: Ermmmm, well I have mixed feelings about leaving HELP. First of all, I AM SO HAPPY THAT I DON'T HAVE TO ATTEND CLASSES NOW!!! I can sleep and do anything I like. XD no assignment, no reports, no exams!!! No waking up in early morning, no sleeping in the train, no

yawning in classes..

Alright, here's the sad part. No more hanging out with friends in the corridor. I'm gonna miss them so much. I MISS MY FRIENDS AND MY LECTURERS!!!! I miss WN, Ali Maju, Mama's Kitchen, LS (OH NO), the classes, the science lab, the HELP bus(and the bus drivers), and everything!!! I don't know when can I meet them again. **SIGH**

Q: What are your plans?

A: WorksleepstudyattendaUplaysomegameswatchsomemoviesjumpsingdancemeetfriendsdjioajdijaijiodjioUEU(eue8u2uejlkjsa

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@__@ i just realized that this post is much shorter than the emails I type.

"spring clean"

Whoa!! **sniff** HACHOO!!!

Okay........ **looks around**

Looks like this page needs some cleaning. Caught too much of dust..**cough**

**CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN***

I've removed the song clip, pictures and also some useless stuffs. Now it looks better, yeah!!

So tired now, I'll continue with the decoration tomorrow, hopefully.